So here goes my first post and my first babysteps in this ~brave new world~. First perhaps I should tell you a little about myself. I'm a strong-headed, stubborn woman. I go after what I want and usually get it too. I would not have portrayed myself as a sub or switch. I should let you know the jury is out on the sub vs switch, but if the jury should come back with a verdict, I'll be sure to let you know. So how did I get to this point?
Well... it starts as so many things do with connection I felt with a man (a Dom no less), which led to dinner, which led to a kiss, which in itself was I suppose the very first moment in which he took control and I gave up control. And it felt spectacular. It made me feel like I was kissing someone for the very first time, the surprise and all the hope that goes into that moment. It's been quite a while since that moment but I can't forget that kiss or letting him call the shots. It still turns me on just to think about it and usually ends up with a pair of wet panties. I keep in close contact with my Dom and last week he came over to visit me. Our negotiotions had kind of started already and he gave me a very small taste of things to come.
What a rush! And that's without props. I talk to my Dom a lot and today we truly entered negotiations. I've got to be honest. That's as exciting as it is terrifying. We were talking online and bnaughty meanwhile he's showing me his favourite whips and gags and what not! He's SO at home with all this stuff and I'm reminded that I've no clue at all! There are a few things I'm sure about. 1) the safe word 2) I have selected and/or been chosen by a very accomplished Dom 3) my Dom knows me extremely well, which makes me feel safe. Soon we're going to the shops to get some props. Pics will follow after if my Dom allows.
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