Bill's blog

If only life were simple

I'll try to make this simple, or as simple as I can...... The last few months have been busy with a number of changes in my life. Unfortunately these changes do not give me the time I had for blogging and being on line. I don't think it is appropriate to relate, in this blog, the events that occured in my real world since last August, but I know that there was speculation about my absence and it's length of time and, yes, I was apprehensive about my return after such a long time - but nothing and no one on the site delayed or prevented my return. I appreciate those that kept in touch and those that welcomed me upon my return.

I speak for no one on the blogs and no one speaks for me. There is no hidden meaning and I just wish to blog in peace and leave some comments on blogs that interest me and what others choose to say or do is of no concern to me. I do not normally mention other bloggers but I need to clarify that Milly was not responsable for the delay in my return to the site, as I said before there were real life (personal and family) reasons and never once did Milly try to influence me to stay away. But beware of heresay, which is inadmissible in a court of law, or where poeple speculate on what is said or done or ment. Beware of jumping to conclusions based upon bits and pieces of evidence, one can only draw true conclusions when in bnaughty dating site possession of all the evidence, and sometimes trust or confidence prevents one defending oneself.

But, of course, what anyone thinks or says or does is up to them. Now life is not all a bed of roses ..... ..... and if I say something inappropriate or upset someone with a blog or comment I will happily apologise, as I do not wish to upset anyone or get involved in any blog wars. If only life were simple, but unfortunately it is never, so I have made the responses pending, not to hide the contents, but to ensure that I can respond to comments first. Happy New Year - roll on 2011

Its coming ... Its coming ..... Lol

Nooooooooooooo!! Not Christmas!! THE ROOF!! The roof for Son and Heir's new "den" is coming tomorrow! That means it can be started the next day! I got me a good one! But nooooooooooooooo BJ's lol The case is coming down from the attic lol The knickers are going in - soon to come off lol And after a long conversation in text yesterday it has been decided that new toys are needed also! We have a shop here in town that carries a good range! Me thinks I shall have to pay it a visit! Have you ever felt like a big weight has been lifted off you? Thats how I am starting to feel now. The dynamics have changed big time both in and outta here - but I know one thing for sure - once you blog solo, keep your business private and take care of your own drama this is one hell of a place to meet friends and lovers alike!!! One year ago, last Thursday to be exact, I started blogging here! I know it feels longer for you all lol lol lol but never did I think when I started that I would find an outlet for so much!!! There is a lot going on in here at the moment about fake ID's etc etc etc lol when is there not!!

There are blogs about blogs about blogs ..... ya know what I think about it all????? Its all "shit"..... I'm here to do my own thing .... and I am very happy doin' it!!! All of life is a journey; which paths we take, what we look back on, and what we look forward to is up to us. We determine our destination, what kind bnaughty dating site of road we will take to get there, and how happy we are when we get there The Year of the US Road Trip Get it Onnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!

So, i have been writing

So, I have been writing...blogging away. I spend more time reading other people's blogs though. So, if you've ever read any of my older posts, you would know that I used to write 3 songs per day and one actual blog post. My publicists canned that when I was chatting about how some people were really liking my lyrics and blah blah blah, end result I can't be putting my copyrighted stuff up on the internet because they are being circulated through record labels and it is to protect them and me from copy infringement. (someone stealing my idea or plain copying it) so...I already wrote about how this sucks.

I actually started writing some new lyrics. I can't put that stuff up because it hasn't been copyrighted yet, and boy is that a process!! So, the reason I am bummed to day is that One of my (loyal?) followers or Watchers left or quit watching my blog. It wasn't like I had 100 people watching and adult contacts southampton waiting on my every word. I don't know who it was that dropped, but I can only assume it is because I shut down my songs. PS: I still have them up and will still be putting up new ones, but only people in my friends network can view them.

At least that is some form of control that my publicist was cool with. Even though he has no idea they are on a sex site. I wonder if that would matter?? But, seriously?? I watch a lot of blogs and go to them everyday to read what they write. I laugh, I comment, and I roll my eyes. Sometimes I pop some wood, sometimes I get super turned on and wish I could do more than pop wood!!!! Oh well, I guess that's what happens when you are 1 in 100,000s of single males on this site. I swear the ratio has to be 150 to 1 of real men to real women. Much lower for couples, I'm sure...but put them together, and it sucks. you have bi-females, couples, and single jerkoff guys all vying for single women?? Makes this site the ULTIMATE WEENIE ROAST!!! stop and take a second to confirm this by opening your instant messenger. Click on the FILTER and select every gender. Count everything in a 50 mile radius of yourself. I just did a 15 mile radius cause I got tired of counting. In it, there were 47 men, 9 couples, 1 T and 5 women. How fucked up is that?? so 65 to 6 is the ratio. That's almost 11 people for every 1 woman.

Now some of you will say those numbers are off, and I will agree because not every couple is after only a woman, but not ever woman is after a man or couple. That's the fucked up part. Of the 5 real women. 2 of them had NO MEN!!!! on them intro!! So, let me get this straight, not only do I have to compete with the male retards on this site, but also the couples on this site AND the women themselves on this site.

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I've Lost myself. But, it is ok now, I've gone to go find myself. If I come back by myself, before I'm back, just have me wait.